Dear Family,
I get a skype date next week!!! I´M SO EXCITED.
This is the last week of this transfer and chances are that I´ll be moving to my last and final area! So crazy. I´ll know by Sunday where I will be sent so I´ll be able to tell you in person!! Or something like that :)
Have a great week!
Love,
Hermana Scheu
Letter to President. One of those "lessons learned the hard way" weeks:
Hi Presidente,
I cant believe that we just started week 6! What´s even more unbelievable, however, is that Hermana Costagliola is almost done with her 12 week training! That´s so crazy. She´s such a wonderful missionary. I am so grateful for her and all that I´ve learned along with her.
This week went really well. This whole transfer has been full of miracles, but also full of a lot of heartache. I guess I never really realized, as a missionary, how much I would be exposed to the cruelties of the world and how real the situations of others would seem to me. We´ve had some hard lessons and we have seen a lot of what seem to be the results of Satan´s best masterpieces.
Just the other night we had a heartbreaking lesson with one of our investigators who has been involved in some of the most threatening evils of the world. At this moment she is living a life of what seems to be perfectly created by "the world." She´s been caught up in some of the darkest sins and despite our most sincere efforts, she seems to be on a steep and uncontrollable downward spiral. After this specific lesson, and after telling us some devestating news, I couldn´t help but feel a heavy burden upon my shoulders. I couldn´t help but wonder how this world that we live in could be so dark and evil. For a small moment, for the first time in my life I asked myself if there really is any hope left?
The next day for personal studies I read a talk by Elder Christofferson called "Allegiance to God." In his talk, Elder Christofferson shared a small story that restored my faith and reminded me that the fight against Satan is worth fighting.
He says, "Years ago I presided in a Church disciplinary council. The man whose sins were the subject of the council sat before us and related something of his history...As we considered the matter, my soul was troubled, and I asked to be excused to think and pray about it alone before rejoining the council.
I was standing in front of a chair in my office pleading with the Lord to help me understand how such evil could have been perpetrated... I was overcome. I collapsed into the chair behind me. It seemed to take my breath away. I cried silently, “How can we ever hope to overcome such evil? How can we survive something so dark and overwhelming?”
In that moment there came to my mind this phrase: “Be of good cheer; I have overcome the world” (John 16:33). Seldom have I felt such peace juxtaposed to the reality of evil. I felt a deeper appreciation for the intensity of the Savior’s suffering, having a better, even frightening appreciation for the depth of what He had to overcome. I felt peace for the man who was before us for judgment, knowing he had a Redeemer whose grace was sufficient to cleanse him... I knew better that good will triumph because of Jesus Christ, whereas without Him we would have no chance. I felt peace, and it was very sweet."
This week I am thankful for our Savior Jesus Christ and that despite all the sadness in this world, He will come again and good will triumph over evil. I was yet again reminded to rely less on my own abilities and more on His perfect example and the perfect hope that He brings into our lives.
“Let us cheerfully do all things that lie in our power; and then may we stand still, with the utmost assurance, to see the salvation of God, and for his arm to be revealed” (D&C 123:17).